The Push: Tommy Caldwell and Alex Honnold on the Fitz TraverseExcerpt from Tommy Caldwell’s new memoir, “The Push: A Climber's Journey of Endurance, Risk, and Going Beyond Limits”.
Excerpt from Tommy Caldwell’s new memoir, “THE PUSH: A Climber’s Journey of Endurance, Risk, and Going Beyond Limits”, published by Viking (an imprint of Penguin Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random House, LLC.) Copyright © 2017 by Tommy Caldwell.
Hayden Carpenter.” title=”The Fitz Roy massif, El Chaltén, Patagonia.
Photo: Hayden Carpenter.” style=”float: right; margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px;”>“Those mountains look pretty intense.”
He looked back at me and shrugged. “I don’t know. They don’t look that big to me.” No big deal. If I weren’t so intimidated, I would have laughed. Problem was, Alex was serious.
Ahead rose a series of irregular saw-toothed summits. Climb one face and then rappel down the opposite to begin the next ascent. Up and over and repeat for days on end. Imagine a kind of roller-coaster ride with near vertical rises, pointed crests, and precipitous descents. Adding to the challenge was a virtual absence of horizontal terrain, making bivvy spots scarce.
In some ways, I envied Alex. He didn’t know what lay ahead.
We hiked four more hours, and as the mountains grew closer Alex’s perspective seemed to shift. “Oh, my God, I can’t believe how gnarly those mountains look.” But instead of appearing intimidated, Alex seemed giddy. His eyes widened with excitement.
Another hour later, after a big scree-covered hill, we reached the foot of the glacier. Its bottom margin was steep and icy, so we pulled crampons from our packs. When Alex strapped his on, I noticed something was off. “What the hell,” I said to him, “those are not aluminum strap-on crampons. Those are made to go on a mountain boot. All we have are tennis shoes.” In the equipment list I’d given him before we left, I included specifics about crampons—important, since to shave weight we were going to navigate the ice with lightweight sneakers rather than sturdy boots, a sketchy maneuver to begin with. “How am I supposed to know that,” Alex said with an irritated shrug. “You’re the alpine climber.”
We shrugged off the crampon mix-up and Alex climbed the bottom of the glacier by leaping between rocks that had half-melted into the ice. We roped up for protection against hidden crevasses—snow can obscure them with shallow cover, like booby traps—and started wallowing through knee-deep snow.
“I sure am glad you’re the alpine climber, so you have to do all the work,” Alex cracked, as I led the way up the glacier and he followed along in my footsteps.
An hour later, I felt a sudden jolt in the rope and turned around. Alex had disappeared completely into a crevasse. Luckily he had landed on a snow bench just a few feet down, and as he pulled himself out he started laughing, “Did you see that? Whoa. That was crazy.” Then he resumed merrily plodding along.
It crossed my mind that Alex’s amygdala (the part of the brain that processes fear) might be malfunctioning. But I also understood that one of the things that sets him apart is his ability to look at situations logically, while others respond emotionally. After all, we were roped up, so if he fell deep into a crevasse I could just haul him out. Alex never seems rash when he is climbing. Quite the opposite—all of his partners notice this, and you can see it in the videos—he’s methodical and calculated.
About the Author
Tommy Caldwell grew up in Colorado. He has made dozens of notable ascents, and many consider him the best all-around rock climber in the world. In 2014 he was chosen as one of National Geographic’s Adventurers of the Year, and in 2015 the American Alpine Club awarded him Lifetime Honorary Membership, its highest honor.
Caldwell, a senior contributing editor for Rock and Ice magazine, lives in the town where he first learned to climb, Estes Park, with his wife and their son and daughter.
His new memoir, “The Push: A Climber’s Journey of Endurance, Risk, and Going Beyond Limits,” published by Viking (Penguin Random House) is available in hardcover on May 16 from penguinrandomhouse.com.
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